Taken hostage by artifactual past.  'Held up' by memory's field (childhood's colors and affective coordinates as a 'capturing' or submission to world's sensory force).  Standing within that stream as constant arrival upon the interior (Outside's crystallization).  So near as to interrupt the channel's flow.  Counter-routine convergence at spectacle's point : a shrewd waste of inhalation.  Instead, a buffetted vessel.  Memory fibers frayed at sensory edge.  Falsely discharging the archival animation through the alien forces of psyche's wake.  One finds the house there tenuously built, a contingent abode.  (Evacuatory signaling.)  The organic being charged by limit's encounter.  

Sean Negus Transpoiesis 2016